happy??? or actually sad??

seriously, I can't bear with the moment I do nothing... as long as I'm bz, I'll be fine... but, as soon as I'm free without any assignments & presentations, I'll turn out to be .... I'm not sure what word suits best.. besides that, I always feel happy when I'm actually sad.. am I crazy??? Noooooooo... I'm not.. I'm just confused, lately.. what I wish for right now is not to disappoint my own self and d others, especially my dearest family.. FARIHAH, please wake up & be a normal person as you used to b... don't be like this or else u'll regret it... sometimes..

~bkan luahan perasaan, cume peringatan tuk diri sendiri!!! kdg2 benda kecik d perbesarkn sedangkn ade bnyk lg benda yg pntg dan perlukn perhatian kite tp kite lupekn..atau wat2 lupe..hahahaha

happy, happy day...

today is 2nd of October which means my birthday.. seriously, i will never forget this 21st birthday as i got the opportunity to celebrate it with my dear housemates.. they have been working hard in making my day as beautuful as it has been.. they make a surprise birthday party for me (even i knew bout it) with pizzas and cake.. not to forget, i received gifts from them which has not been named yet.. luv you all... don't forget to celebrate my 22nd birthday which will be coming in a year time..hahahahaha

past is history

everything has come to an end.

today i get to know something that i've been searching for quite some time. and the most important part is that, i've made a decision & nothing can change it for now.. i do not know whether this is what i wish for or i'm just being cruel to my own self....i just do not know & perhaps it's better not to think about it now..please farihah, you have lots more to think about.. cheer up urself & live ur life to the fullest... this is what happened when i've nothing to work on.. you have to keep urself busy farihah, then only you'll think normally..

*farihah bile x bape nak normal, hahaha

another celebration..

this 'project' has been postponed for nearly a month bcoz of many 'technical' problems that occured..even so, last nite we managed to make this 'project' a reality..actually, the 'project' that i have been mentioning here is the birthday celebration for four of my housemates..with the strong collaboration with the other committee members we have successfully surprised the four of them with dinner treat, birthday cake as well as cute gifts...alhamdulillah, our hard work did pay off esp when seeing them with such a beautiful smiles on their cute faces...to the four of you: happy belated birthday, i'll always pray that we will all together be happy all the time n successful in our study..go go 101 gurlzzz.....

i don't ask much..

is it hard to respect someone else when they deserve it?? may b for some it is.. lately, i always come across people who teach me the ups and downs in life.. thank you to all, even it hurts so much.. when we are doing something which is better known as collaboration, please be considerate.. do think of others esp what they feel when we do this n that.. n please always bear in mind that you are working with human being, not a doll or what eva you may think it is.. my advice is, don't ask after you have done damage, do so before you make any move... then only people will respect you as you wish.. if not, don't ever dream of it.... when you are dealing with people, remember to handle them with care...

~ nota utk renungan b'sama

new start

8.30 tomorrow i will have my first class for this semester.. i can't wait for that moment as i will get the opportunity to meet my long time not see classmates and new lecturers.. i really hope that there is no class that will be cancelled for tomorrow as what happened in the previous semesters.. this is bcoz it is really frustrating when you have prepare yourself physically n mentally to start the new semester but there is no lecturer coming in after hours of waiting.. i really hate that bcoz it will somehow disturb my mood to learn n perform well as at that moment of time the excitement of beginning new start is still high.. as first impression, first class is really important.. by the way, i should not think negatively right now.. what is important is to start this brand new semester with new vision, dream n anticipation.. gud luck friends!!!

counting days..

right now i am counting days to go back to Shah Alam n start the new semester.. new semester means new timetable, new courses n new assessment.. new classmates??? i don't think so as counselling students have to register themselves in A class.. it is a must since last semester.. i don't have any problems as for me i am really comfortable to stay with all of them in the same class again even i admit at first i had a problem in adjusting my self in the new environment.. tougher courses are waiting for me this semester n i really hope that i will get to manage it efficiently without any trouble.. i really miss the moment i get ready and walk with my housemates to the class.. there are lots and lots of thing that we will discuss along the journey.. not gossiping okey!! new semester, new dreams, new target & a brand new spirit..