worst paper ever....

today i sat for my worst paper ever,educational psychology!!! can u imagine.. getting ur final exam paper & you did not know nearly all of the answers?? that's what i've gone through just now.. seriously, i can't answer the questions!! n i've been wondering for an hour thinking of my result n cgpa... another dl?? i guess, it will never happen this semester.. mom,dad don't put any hope on me anymore. i won't get good result.. i better tell this to my parents before they shock seeing me getting c, or may be i've to repeat this paper.. i can't imagine it at all.. i've done my very best to study n struggle all the way to perform well in this paper as the marking system is 'killing'.. but then, it turned out to be like this.. now, i need to calm myself n enjoy a little bit before struggling for my very last paper, counseling.. i really need to work hard this time to make sure this nightmare will never return anymore...

final exam!!!

2 days b4 the final examination? huh, what i need to do now is to study smart n not hard.. but, it's still hard for me.. i have three papers this semester... even so, all of these papers are the killers... 3 credit hours.. that means if i don't perform well, i'll fail....... and the most interesting part is that i only have 1 day gap b4 the 2nd paper... that means now i have to study n prepare for both papers.. actually, i'm a type of person who can't concentrate on 2 important things at the same time... i really can't, but i have to.. what else to do? it's final examination!! i don't know whether i can maintain my result for this sem or not.. honestly speaking, this semester is the hardest of all... 4 courses have no final examination... what eva it is, i need to focus on my study right now n give the best that i could.. the rest i leave it to God.. Insyallah, if we put effort in doing something, we will gain the benefits afterwards.. so, work hard friends... n gud luck for the final examination!!!!

dl's dinner...

isn't interesting when all of ur best friends n you managed to go to a party together??? that's how i feel last 2 days when all of us went to the dean list's dinner.... it was not as we expected it to be.. why?? 1stly bcoz of the time which is not suitable at all... it was in the middle of the week.. can u imagine, the next day all of us have to struggle with our 3rd language final paper which worth for 20%....... it's not a small number to 'play' with... i may get b or c if i don't perform well in this test.. isn't it weird when you get low marks bcoz of attending a party specially conducted to celebrate ur previous success?? it is, right? that's what worrying me now... basically, i luv the food n the cute souvenir dedicated to us... in these two aspects, this dinner is better than the previous.. but, in other areas.... i didn't think so (not only me who say this) i really have to work hard this time in order to be 'invited' once again to the dinner.... good luck to all my friends..... who knows next sem we may break the record.. "all of us attend the dinner".... that will be the most interesting part of all.... amin....

sedih nyer..

it's hard for me to get sick.. but, once i got it... it makes me unhappy, not energetic & the most important part is that i can't 'kaco' my housemates anymore... instead, they make fun of me..huhuhu.... i really hope that it won't be for long.. i can't take it anymore, i can't concentrate on my workzzz & the best part is next week will be the most hectic week ever... furthermore, i've arabic speech which i can't think of right now, seriously!! Ya Allah, give me the strenght to deal with this test.. Insyaallah, i do have the believe that i'll recover soon... anyway, friends do pray for me hah.... i don't have anything more to write on i guess...oh, before i forget, this morning i went for 'insak' test for kpm's scholarship.. i really hope that i'll pass this stage & 'invited' for the interview... never mind, 'kalo ade rezki, adalah...' just wait & see!

cruelty..

i can't imagine how cruel i was yesterday.. actually, yesterday was my best friend's bday.. and all of my housemates together with me pretended as if we forgot about her bday.. none of us wish her 'hapy bday'.. i can still remember she came to me & said 'farihah, hari ni hari jadi aku'.. and i replied, 'a'ah, happy bday'... that's it... i was somehow 'clueless' when she told me that bcoz i do remember it was her bday & i'm just pretending....... at night, when she went out, all of us prepared a small party for her.. as soon as she arrived home, all of the lights were off as if no one was at home.. she entered the house and said 'wei korang kluar la..nape ni ak takut' ( something like this la..) after a while, all of us went out... we show her a slide show that we managed to prepare for her ... then, we sang happy bday song, ate cake and icecream together... what a lovely party it was.. what makes me touched was when she cried and said that 'aku sedih korang tak wish aku pun, aku asyik cakap yg ari ni ari yg m'bosankn jer...rupe nyer x...' don't cry my sweetheart, none of us forget your big day...remember, we all love each other very much...luv u nad....

balik 'kg'....

today my mom & sister will come to my place.. we plan to go to my grandparents' house in sg. buloh... so, before that i've to finish some of important task & assignments.. go go farihah!!

penat nyer...

today i feel so tired.. i had bpkp from early morning until 4.30pm.. even so, i'm grateful bcoz the LDKs are really interesting as compared to previous semesters.. the best part was that all of the 101 residence together with a stranger managed to enter the same group.. i got 4 new friends today.. but, most of the time the friendship will end as soon as we step out from the class.. i really hope that it won't happen this time coz i enjoy very much to have friends like them.. they are sporting & supportive as well.. i learned a lot of new things today... thanx to miss mel n miss azi who have been the most motivating facilitators ever... i gained a lot of benefit from what both of you have told us throughout the sessions...another bpkp next sem?? huh..it's okay as long as it is as interesting as today's...hehehehe..my eyes can't be opened anymore..i think i better get to sleep now...permisi dulu ya....