i don't ask much..

is it hard to respect someone else when they deserve it?? may b for some it is.. lately, i always come across people who teach me the ups and downs in life.. thank you to all, even it hurts so much.. when we are doing something which is better known as collaboration, please be considerate.. do think of others esp what they feel when we do this n that.. n please always bear in mind that you are working with human being, not a doll or what eva you may think it is.. my advice is, don't ask after you have done damage, do so before you make any move... then only people will respect you as you wish.. if not, don't ever dream of it.... when you are dealing with people, remember to handle them with care...

~ nota utk renungan b'sama

new start

8.30 tomorrow i will have my first class for this semester.. i can't wait for that moment as i will get the opportunity to meet my long time not see classmates and new lecturers.. i really hope that there is no class that will be cancelled for tomorrow as what happened in the previous semesters.. this is bcoz it is really frustrating when you have prepare yourself physically n mentally to start the new semester but there is no lecturer coming in after hours of waiting.. i really hate that bcoz it will somehow disturb my mood to learn n perform well as at that moment of time the excitement of beginning new start is still high.. as first impression, first class is really important.. by the way, i should not think negatively right now.. what is important is to start this brand new semester with new vision, dream n anticipation.. gud luck friends!!!

counting days..

right now i am counting days to go back to Shah Alam n start the new semester.. new semester means new timetable, new courses n new assessment.. new classmates??? i don't think so as counselling students have to register themselves in A class.. it is a must since last semester.. i don't have any problems as for me i am really comfortable to stay with all of them in the same class again even i admit at first i had a problem in adjusting my self in the new environment.. tougher courses are waiting for me this semester n i really hope that i will get to manage it efficiently without any trouble.. i really miss the moment i get ready and walk with my housemates to the class.. there are lots and lots of thing that we will discuss along the journey.. not gossiping okey!! new semester, new dreams, new target & a brand new spirit..

can't wait !!!!

when something is gone then only we know how precious it is in our life.. that is what happening right now.. i can't wait to meet my friends and start the class for the forth semester.. i miss all of the moments: finishing assignments, preparing presentation, cooking lunch n dinner, 'kaco orang' esp my housemates... 'bersabo' farihah, only two weeks to go... but i bet, once im there n having a great deal of works.. i'll miss all the 'bermalas-malasan' moments at home.. that's what happening all the time.. and that is me..

bosan...

i luv holidays but not semester break bcoz it is too long to bear with.. everyday is just the same for me.. after helping my mum with the household chores i will have nothing to do except for watching tv.. i am addicted with the tv's dramas.. from monday to thursday i have nearly six dramas to watch.. this is the reason why my housemates call me as a drama queen.. sometimes the dramas are not that good or interesting to be watched, but i do so bcoz i am too boring.. so, instead of doing nothing it is better for me to watch the tv.. hehehehe.. no lah.. actually, watching dramas has been my interest since my schooldays.. can you imagine, everyday as soon as i reach home i will complete all my homework.. why?? not bcoz i am 'rajin' or what.. but, bcoz i want to watch the tv.. but, never mind at least i finish up my work in the first place.. when i go back to shah alam i will not have the opportunity to watch the tv anymore.. so...... watch it as long as you can farihah!!!

worst paper ever....

today i sat for my worst paper ever,educational psychology!!! can u imagine.. getting ur final exam paper & you did not know nearly all of the answers?? that's what i've gone through just now.. seriously, i can't answer the questions!! n i've been wondering for an hour thinking of my result n cgpa... another dl?? i guess, it will never happen this semester.. mom,dad don't put any hope on me anymore. i won't get good result.. i better tell this to my parents before they shock seeing me getting c, or may be i've to repeat this paper.. i can't imagine it at all.. i've done my very best to study n struggle all the way to perform well in this paper as the marking system is 'killing'.. but then, it turned out to be like this.. now, i need to calm myself n enjoy a little bit before struggling for my very last paper, counseling.. i really need to work hard this time to make sure this nightmare will never return anymore...

final exam!!!

2 days b4 the final examination? huh, what i need to do now is to study smart n not hard.. but, it's still hard for me.. i have three papers this semester... even so, all of these papers are the killers... 3 credit hours.. that means if i don't perform well, i'll fail....... and the most interesting part is that i only have 1 day gap b4 the 2nd paper... that means now i have to study n prepare for both papers.. actually, i'm a type of person who can't concentrate on 2 important things at the same time... i really can't, but i have to.. what else to do? it's final examination!! i don't know whether i can maintain my result for this sem or not.. honestly speaking, this semester is the hardest of all... 4 courses have no final examination... what eva it is, i need to focus on my study right now n give the best that i could.. the rest i leave it to God.. Insyallah, if we put effort in doing something, we will gain the benefits afterwards.. so, work hard friends... n gud luck for the final examination!!!!