sedih nyer..

it's hard for me to get sick.. but, once i got it... it makes me unhappy, not energetic & the most important part is that i can't 'kaco' my housemates anymore... instead, they make fun of me..huhuhu.... i really hope that it won't be for long.. i can't take it anymore, i can't concentrate on my workzzz & the best part is next week will be the most hectic week ever... furthermore, i've arabic speech which i can't think of right now, seriously!! Ya Allah, give me the strenght to deal with this test.. Insyaallah, i do have the believe that i'll recover soon... anyway, friends do pray for me hah.... i don't have anything more to write on i guess...oh, before i forget, this morning i went for 'insak' test for kpm's scholarship.. i really hope that i'll pass this stage & 'invited' for the interview... never mind, 'kalo ade rezki, adalah...' just wait & see!

cruelty..

i can't imagine how cruel i was yesterday.. actually, yesterday was my best friend's bday.. and all of my housemates together with me pretended as if we forgot about her bday.. none of us wish her 'hapy bday'.. i can still remember she came to me & said 'farihah, hari ni hari jadi aku'.. and i replied, 'a'ah, happy bday'... that's it... i was somehow 'clueless' when she told me that bcoz i do remember it was her bday & i'm just pretending....... at night, when she went out, all of us prepared a small party for her.. as soon as she arrived home, all of the lights were off as if no one was at home.. she entered the house and said 'wei korang kluar la..nape ni ak takut' ( something like this la..) after a while, all of us went out... we show her a slide show that we managed to prepare for her ... then, we sang happy bday song, ate cake and icecream together... what a lovely party it was.. what makes me touched was when she cried and said that 'aku sedih korang tak wish aku pun, aku asyik cakap yg ari ni ari yg m'bosankn jer...rupe nyer x...' don't cry my sweetheart, none of us forget your big day...remember, we all love each other very much...luv u nad....

balik 'kg'....

today my mom & sister will come to my place.. we plan to go to my grandparents' house in sg. buloh... so, before that i've to finish some of important task & assignments.. go go farihah!!

penat nyer...

today i feel so tired.. i had bpkp from early morning until 4.30pm.. even so, i'm grateful bcoz the LDKs are really interesting as compared to previous semesters.. the best part was that all of the 101 residence together with a stranger managed to enter the same group.. i got 4 new friends today.. but, most of the time the friendship will end as soon as we step out from the class.. i really hope that it won't happen this time coz i enjoy very much to have friends like them.. they are sporting & supportive as well.. i learned a lot of new things today... thanx to miss mel n miss azi who have been the most motivating facilitators ever... i gained a lot of benefit from what both of you have told us throughout the sessions...another bpkp next sem?? huh..it's okay as long as it is as interesting as today's...hehehehe..my eyes can't be opened anymore..i think i better get to sleep now...permisi dulu ya....

congratulation dear !!!

as soon as i know when the spm result is going to be out, my life has been ******* (as if i'm the 1 taking the exam).. it's bcoz my 1 & only sister is going to get her result.. i don't know why, but everytime when it comes to her, i'll always worried.. deep in my heart i know & believe that she will never let my parents & i dissappoint.. when i was in my counselling class this morning, one of my friends show a message from his cousin telling her that he managed to get 8 A's.. from that moment on i started to think about my sister's result.. as the class end, i received a message from my dad telling that my sister got 8 A's.. alhamdulillah, even she did not get a result as i expected her to, i'm still happy for her.. never mind, i know that you have work very hard for that.. what's important now is to get a seat in the university hehehe... anyway, i'll always pray that you will get what you have been dream of all of this while.. congrats dear..

surprise party!

last night was an unforgetable nite of all.. together with my housemates i planned to make a surprise bday party for another 2 of my housemates whose bday are on this month.. the party turned out as what we expected.. both of my friends were really surprised eventhough we did accidentally talk about the party infront of them before.. it was a tough day as it was not easy for us to hide the bday cake & all the food from the 2 of them.. & the funniest part was when i have to keep them in a room while the others were busy preparing the surprise.. it was not easy as i've to make up a 'story' to keep them in.. i don't think that i'm a good actress, but they seem to believe everything that i told them as they were not aware of what's going on outside.. anyway, to anis: happy belated bday & to nad: an advance happy bday to u.. hope both of u will always remember the sweetest moment that we had together..

huh..

at last internet connection at 101 residence works as usual.. there are many things that happened during this 'miserable' period (when the internet is not working) but, i can't recall everything.. one of the most memorable 'event' was anis's bday.. my housemates and i made a plan to give her a surprise present.. however, it turned the other way around as she was the one who surprised us by not being surprised with the present that we gave her.. never mind, may b she was not aware that the present that we put under her pillow was her bday gift.. i can still remember how 'sad' i was that day as she ignored the present as if it was not there.. but, our plan to make that day as the most beautiful day for her has been a success... and i would like to take this opportunity to thank mr. sheldon lojiu who has been the sponsor for our mini party.. thanx shel and don't forget that there are another 7 people in our house who are waiting for their bday.. huhuhu..

an 'incident'??

an 'incident' occured today.. don't worry no one died.. only 1 person being hurt, deeply in her heart.. i don't wish to state more about the so called 'incident'.. what i wish to highlight here is that b careful with what u say.. sometimes ur intention is to make people laugh but u don't realize that there is someone who cries bcoz of that (why do i sound so dramatic??) if we think something is good, don't expect others to have the same opinion as us bcoz we are not the same.. always think of other people and how they feel bcoz of our action!!!

2 classes only??

i only have 2 classes for today..the 2nd class was the oral comm subject.. as i've finished my informative speech last week, today my job was to listen to other people's speeches.. it was a great thing to do.. i don't have to face the 'adrenalin rush' situation anymore.. same as last week, 10 people managed to finish their speeches today.. but, they are still many others who have not finished yet.. good luck for you guys.. 2 of my housemates did the speech today n 1 of them received compliment from our lecturer saying that she can apply for 'pengacara nona' as she has the voice.. as soon as i reached my home, 1 of my housemates told me that the name list for those who get to attend the 'ujian insak' for kpm's scholarship has coming out.. alhamdulillah, all of my housemates who apply for the scholarship including me are going for the '1st stage test'.. i really hope that i'll get the scholarship bcoz i've been waiting for it so long.. n b4 this i've missed the kptm's scholarship in which 3 of my friends did manage to get it.. never mind, may b it's not my 'rezeki' yet.. who knows this time all of my housemates who apply for the scholarship will get it.. i'll always pray for that.. it's our dream.. Insyaallah guys, we'll make it!!!

the one n only..

she is 3 years younger than me.. i luv her n i know she does the same.. she enters my life when i was three years old.. at that time, i don't know how important she will be in my life.. she is the only person that i can tell everything to.. everything? not exactly, but nearly whole of my life.. when i've problems she always be the first person that i'll search for.. but, most of the time she is not there.. it's hard for me to contact/meet her b4.. but, lately i get the opportunity to do so.. nearly everytime i wish to talk to her she will be there waiting for me.. i'm happy with this situation.. but, i'm not sure whether she can do that for long.. may b around July she will go far from me.. no assurance for that, who knows she will be coming here.. that will be the greatest news of all.. may b bcoz she is the 1 n only that i have, i always wanted to tell her everything that happens in my life.. no matter whether it is a good news or not.. she is the one i love n fight with.. every time when she asks something from me, it's hard to say no.. all bcoz i luv her so much.. i hope you know that i'm talking bout you.. n i want you to know that you are one of the important people in my life.. i need you to help me with the huge responsibility waiting for us.. Bear in mind, alone we can do so little, together we can do so much.. if you are the only 'best friend' that i've, we are the only hope that our parents have... remember that dear..